Inside My Head

aside from people talking with their mouths open, there are a couple of things that have been bothering me today.
First, taking Alina to school is just horrible!! Its like a mini airport. All these little kids running with their backpack on wheels, tripping everywhere. It pisses me off. Why can’t kids just wear a regular backpack and carry their things? I’ll tell you why! Because people are freaks!! They don’t want their child to develop back problems. People are so careful about everything. They need to let go and really live their life.
Which brings me to people who are obsessed with medicine and germs. Hello…. the more tylenol you take and antibacterial soap you rub, the more the germs get used to it and evolve!!
People and diets. Its one thing to want to eat healthy and its another thing to want to lose weight and cut everything from your diet. Fat free, dairy free, gluten free, fucking taste free. Atkins diet, south beach diet, cranberry juice diet!!! wtf are you supposed to eat?? Fruits and leaves!!! omg. I rather die. You wanna lose weight? Count your calories!! omg! I’m a billionaire. Don’t take my idea!!!
Here at work the one thing that pisses me off are the folders. We have a folder for each client. But everyone tends to just throw the folders in all together. I’m sure you know that folders have that little triangle shape to them. So if you stack them up, it just creates this one giant triangle that doesn’t fit in the drawer!! I like to turn one over so that 2 folders make a square. It fits so nicely. But I’m the only one that does it! It drives me crazy. I’m just gonna give up one day. But I won’t because I’m obsessed.
And now my phone is pissing me off!! Its how I’m writing my blog. It doesn’t correct anything for me. wth? I have to sit here and make sure that the first letter is capitalized because it won’t even do that!!!! aaaaaahhhh. any mistakes, blame my phone!

Alright well today was an interesting day. Koki and I had plans to go to Whole Foods together, since Ive never been there, I told him to show me around. I got to his house at like 1:00 so we can head out. We hadnt eaten anything so I suggested The Melting Pot. When we arrived there, it was closed!! They dont open til like 5pm. What the hell is that all about?! Anyways, Houstons was around the corner, so we decided to go there. First of all, I have never been there before so I was having a little panic attack in anticipation for the menu. For an appetizer, we decided to try the artichoke. LOL!!! We had no idea how to eat it. I just grabbed it and stuck the petal in my mouth. I noticed that it wasnt dissolving in my mouth so I told him to eat it too! There we were like 2 idiots chewing forever and trying to take it out of our mouths without anyone else seeing. haha.. Then the waitress comes over and tells us that we’re supposed to bite it and pull it with our teeth. Not to eat the whole petal!!! So now here I am looking at the petal and deciding which side im supposed to eat and which one not. We finally figured it out!! It was awesome. Im really glad I experienced that with Koki. We had a good laugh. Well, I found a video… So learn how to eat it right!!

Alright.. so I guess ima need to set up a wakey service. lol.. its cool. only cause you guys make me laugh.

I’m here in my car listening to y100 cause I don’t wanna go in to work yet. I hate wednesdays!!

today is the day that people come and trim the leaves in the parking lot. I clearly park away from trees because I don’t want leaves on my car. but these fuckers are blowing the leaves all over my car. wtf?! and they’re just blowing them around. where are they taking them? now I just wanna sit in my car and watch them pick up these leaves!!

Well today was a good day until my last client came. Those twins drive me crazy!! If I didnt have Alina with me, I’d be at the bar. Then of course, picking up Alina, all she does is talk talk talk… Driving me more crazy!!!!

I go deposit my check today. First of all, Bank of America doesnt use envolopes anymore, you just insert each check. Well, the ATM by my house is crap!! It never takes the check. It took me like 5 mins to insert my check!! You fucking son of a bitch machine!! When is someone gonna fix you?!

Well, I found out yesterday that mi bisabuelita Corina died. She died of a heart attack. She was 90. It really breaks my heart cause I know that my grandma is suffering. I dont even know what to say to her, I havent called her yet. I wasnt really close to my grandma, the only thing that made us special was that we were all about 20 years apart, so we were able to see 5 generations of Baldizon. I wish I had that picture that we all took together when Alina was born. Its Alina, me, my mom, my grandma, and my great grandma. I always wanted to go back when Alina got bigger just to get an updated picture.

It just makes me upset because this is the second time it happens. I had no idea what was going on.  It really hurt me when my grandfather died 3 years ago, and I just wanna scream my heart out:

Porque nos dejaste solas? Te me fuietes y no te puede decir adios. Why didnt anyone tell me. I would of called you everyday. Instead, the last time we talked, I screamed at you. Papi, si yo te quiero mucho. Como me hacen falta tus tomates con limon y sal.

The wedding was a lot of fun. And I must say, it was fun because of us. We so crashed that wedding. Everyone loved us. And the craziest thing was that we were all drunk and ready to leave at 10pm!! The wedding started so early that we didnt realize how early it really was when we left. The dj was awesome and our little group was the best. We were the only ones dancing, and by we i mean Tania, Mike, Gigi, and me. Cant wait til next weekend.

Well, today is valentines day and I have a wedding to go to tonight. I dont have any dresses so I decided to go shopping this morning. I wanted a dress thats cute enough for a wedding but at the same time I will be able to use later. Its at a house, so a sweet casual dress will do. I went to a store and found the cutest dress. I went to the dressing room to try it on. First of all, it has a ribbon at the waist line but the ribbon is sewn on. I go to put it on through my legs and it wouldnt pass my thighs. So I had to try it on through the top. Then, my boobs wouldnt let it pass. That ribbon made the dress really tight. I didnt care, I squeezed through and tried it on. It looked really nice. When it came to taking it off, that was a mission. I couldnt take it off. I was stuck in the dressing room for like a good 20 mins trying to pull it off.  I felt so claustrophobic, I wanted to cry. It came to a point that I didnt care, and just ripped off the threading!!! It was pretty bad. Then I had to casually take the dress back and get a different one. lol. Now that Im home, I can cut the threading nicely. Grrr.. What a mission!!

Fuck. Im so lazy. I know I should be working out, I hate it. I even made a category for my blog about it!! Ok OK… it’ll be on my to do list this weekend. I need to get that pull up bar.

I cant wait for saturday!! Tania and I are going to be wedding crashers. Which reminds me, I need to go get a dress. Thank God tomorrow is Friday. This week went by so fast. Nikko and I are planning a trip to St. Augustine for spring break. He needs to get his shit together and find a place. Its going to be a lot of fun.

Any new gossip in my hood?? Lizette left the block. Nick is seeing someone. That leaves just me and Chris. What the hell has Chris been doing? idk. Hes as lost as I am. I should go smoke with him. Ima check up on him.

Peace out…

Today I had my 6 month follow up with Dr. Soler. Everything is good. He said I need to stop tanning so that my scars can heal. GgRrr.

Other than that, I have decided not to go to the Air Force. I going to stay here and go back to FIU. Which reminds me, I need to go pay for my class.

Now Im off apartment hunting. Great. Nick said he would help me.